today is my dad's 49th day of his death.did not attend school today because i need to bring my dad's tablet home and himself as well with my mum and brother.morning woke up at around 7+brushed teeth and went to market with mum to buy breakfast and stuffs.after that,we did some house work and set off to phor kar see where my dad was cremated.we took taxi and it cost like $10.00.then,we gave my dad his breakfast and do everything as usual.it is like usual larhs.then,we waited for taxi for like more than half an hour,none came,SO!my mum wants to call for a taxi on call to bring my dad home.on the way,we passed by alot of overhead bridge.like around....15? from phor kar see to my house.that's like wow!then,we reached my house at around 1140a.m..the shi fu reached 10 minutes after that.and he started chanting.i felt my dad's presence.i missed him so much.when he was chanting,i saw the pack of cigarettes on the god's tablet.the cigarettes where my dad always placed it andevery morning he'll smoked when he woke up.now i can no longer smell it.he's gone T.Ti tried no to look at that direction and i did.after that,i online for about one hour andmy mum asked me to go tampines with her tolook for her sister who is my aunt and grandma.it's been long since i last seen them.so i forgotten how they look like.unfortunately,my mum cant remember where they stay,so she roughly estimate and thinks thatthey had moved house.they were unable to contact each other.after that,i am here to review everything here andit's done.lastly,I MISS YOU SO MUCH LAOGONG.miss you Bits and Pieces (xWell you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours
Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
There's no need to complicate
Coz our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours
Larry Cheng & Kevin Boul, share with u!