I want a better life.
Alright, here are the pictures i took today xD
Cat stretching like superman X=
I was playing with this cat with my purse strap and it struggle with this pose taken by my darling xD cute right?
This is even cute-ter ><
Whenever i see people on train with their family, i got so envied because i will never get the chance to go out as a complete family anymore.
Not ever.
I see old man on train, reminds me that i cant see my father in his greyish hair and wrinkled face.
Never ever anymore.
I told he could lived up to 80s and get to see my brother and myself at least married.
He failed to do so.
I was really depressed and emo when i see all these people who have a father.
I really missed him.
I was remorseful about that day not speaking much to him and quarrelled with him over my bf.
Life is really unpredictable.
You will never know when you'll die even if the doctor say how many days you left, it's not accurate.
I will cherish him if time does reverse.
But that will never happen.
Wake up Sally, life has to go on. Stay calm whatever that happens. The optimistic side of myself told me that so many times. But it doesnt seemed to help.
Well, i really dont know what will happen.
I'll just let things happen and see what I'll do (:
Next, school work.
I hate it when it comes to teamwork especially when I'm working with teamwork not on my will.
There's this fellow who grouped me with him and another guy in a module.
He dont really come for every meeting but I just want to say his attitude really irritates shit out of me.
One member is like no opinion only know how to crap about the project when he dont know what to do.
The other is arrogant and attitude-fulness. Disagree with whatever i suggested when it's really right as confirmed by teacher. He thinks he's right all the time. Come'on! LEARN TO ACCEPT PEOPLE'S OPINION! and stop attitude me in the meeting. You're just good for nothing even when you does your job in this group because you dont have better self discipline than me. You can even spam smsing people when your group member is having discussion. When I agree with your idea, you dont seem to be happy as well. WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM? I am the leader, my job is to lead and organise my team to do work and not doing alot more than that when there's lesser people in my group. We are suppose to work as a team. If you are not happy to work with me, what for putting me in your group and letting me to be the group leader if you think you are so good? I am not saying I am good. I will just do whatever I can. Being a leader is nothing, doing the work is something achieved. Did you? When I talked about something, are you guys taking it into consideration? You guys wanted to meet up today, I took it not seriously because he dont sound serious. If you wanna say I am not fit to be the leader, SO BE IT. Seriously, I dont even feel like doing the project when I know my team members were them. I wont go because I strongly believe there will be no outcome. It's just wasting of time. Now I just wish the presentation to get over then I will be able to focus on my studies and not this kind of crap which has got nothing to do with my course. GOD HELP ME PLEASE. I am so futtup and feel so unhappy with myself in the group cause I find myself dont contribute much to the group. Let me not be the leader and just a loner member. How I wish I am not the student at all.
That's all I'm gonna blog about.
